The Bay

*Gasps*
You swim...? No offense, but, I'm speechless...
Holy moley! Is she seroius?
Let's go!
*leaves*

*Sits on the grass and stares at the horizan*

This breeze is nice....

*Sigh*

Why was i chosen to be the reapor child? I should be living in misery but i'm not, i'm as happy as can be....

*Looks at my shadow, then brings out scythe*

Maybe i should kill myself with my own weapon.....It would be less painful....I mean i'm happy everyday but inside i feel pain and sadness.....its as if i'm lying to myself....

I'll right a note saying goodbye to Light and Snow....

*Gets a peice of paper and a pencil out of my bag and begins to write*

~Dear Light and Snow,
Thank you so much for being my friends and letting me experiance friendship and love. I may have seemed like a happy child but i was lying to myself because inside i felt pain and sorrow. I have decided to use my scythe to end my pain. I am going to kill myself, in fact by the time you read this i will be dead. I hope you can forgive me for leaving you so soon but i can't lie to myself anymore.

Goodye my dear friends,
Shadow x~

*Touches the blade on my scythe and cuts my finger*

Ouch....

*Sucks finger but then lets the blood drip from my finger onto the peice of paper just under my name, i then put the peice of paper on the grass next to me*

Goodbye my friends, Forgive me...

*Tears run down my face and i look down and begin to sing*



*I was about to stab myself until i heard someone behind me, I look round and my eyes widen with tears flowing from them*

*shot at Shadow's scyth, knock it out of her hands*
What kinda idiot would suicide like this..?
Honnestly, if you want to die, wait like a week and then I'll find a good way for you to die.
If I got reasons to live in this miserable world, you probably do too.

*Looks at Snow and begins to cry again*

I'm sorry....I just can't take it anymore.....It feels so painful....Just to think that no-one in the world really cares if i die or not......my parents don't, they left me to die.....so no-one else will.....Please read my note and let Onii-chan read it too, you'll understand......

*Picks up the note and throws it to Snow, then gets up and picks scythe back up and looks round at Snow the glow in my eyes fading and turning empty*

You understand how i feel right? Your captain the one who loved you so much died and let you be captain of the ship, but your crew threw you overboard. Then one day you found your boat ship-wrecked with the sword and pistol your captain gave you there aswell. You were all alone aswell right? But you have Onii-chan, me? I have no-one at all. My birth was a sin so i must die......

*Half smiles*

Your shadow told me your past, just incase you were wondering.....

Forgive me Onii-chan......

*Cries and hold the scythe to my heart and stabs myself then falls to ground*

The pain has stopped Snow Onii-chan.....

*I lay there dead my eyes empty and soul-less....*

*walks over, sits next to the dead body*
I swore not to show my feelings... and I kept that promise...
I know you hear me. The soul doesn't disappear this fast.
You got few more minutes. So listen to me.
I could try restoring your life. But we're not gods. We have to give something of the equal value...
"A sailor knows when it's their time to die..." Captain told me so...
*sigh*
You think this was your time to die... I couldn't and probably wouldn't stop you...
But what made you think, that you're all alone. What made you think that MY birth was meant..? I'm a show-off that the whole crew hated. I WAS the mistake on the ship. Now that I think about it, I deserved to be thrown overboard...
You really are dumb...
Eventhough you don't see light. It's there, just keep looking... You'd fing something good to live for, if only you waited.

*Suddenly the scythe glowed and the wound healed and my eyes turned normal again*

S-Snow? Am i dead yet? I can feel the pain again... WHAT HAPPENED? WHY AM I NOT DEAD!?!?! WHY AM I ALIVE?!?!

*sits up and looks at the scythe*

It brought me back to life....I guess something does need my alive, this scythe.....

*Tear falls down my cheek*

I guess i should keep living, afterall. Oh well.....Hey Snow, nice to see you again...I guess....

*smack Shadow in the back of the head*
You really ARE an idoit. I told you, there's a reason for everyone to live...
Unfortunately, even me...
*look at her gun*
I'd love to kill myself... but I guess, I am a wimp... Cause anytime I point it at my head...
I just can't force myself to pull the triger...
*sigh*
What a shame...
*walks away*
Think about your life, and find positives...
That usually helps people like you...!

*Starts to cry and then smiles*

I just thought there is a reason for me to live, you and onii-chan are my friends so i need to live to expieriance friendship and be more happy, besides i want to make you more happier. When i was dying i heard your voice and then i came back, i guess i am i dept to you.

*Smiles and hands note to snow*

Read it and let Light read it to, just so you know why i did it.

*Puts scythe away in the shadow and then walks with Snow out of the bay*

You really are a nice friend when you want to be....

*twitch*
N-nice f-friend..?!
That's it, I'm going to the pool and hopefully, i droun...!
Can't believe I'm getting nicer..!

*laughs and follows her*

Don't worry you still have a cold heart only a tiny speck of it has warmed.

*Suddenly i am becoming see-through*

I guess my scythe could only bring back my spirit, so i'm a spirit demon. Oh well...

*Walks out of the bay*

*walks over, looking at the ground*
What's wrong with me?! Why am I so sensitive today?!
*shakes her head, sits down, and sighs*

We meet here a lot...

*Runs after Light*

Wait....please.....

*Sits next to her*

Its not your fault....See that blood on the grass there? That's mine...I stabbed myself in the heart with this....

*Brings out my scythe*

See the blood on it?

*Smiles weakly*

I can't feel anything anymore though....I'm sorry i made you cry.....

Snow saw the whole thing....

Your emotions annoy me, Light..!
And I'll drag you fishing with me if you don't stop..!
and you'll have to be SILENT for SEVERAL hours!

Listen here! There NO way I'm going fishing with you, Snow! Besides, I have better things to attend to...
*looks at Shadow and smiles weakly*
It's okay... At leat you're somewhat alive...
((Gotta go! Bye! ))

Wimp...
That's all i'm gonna say...

*Smiles back*

Thanks.....At least someone cares about me.....

*Hugs Light but i can't feel her and i fall through her*

I'm sorry, I forgot.... Well i need to get my sleep to recover from my death so see you later..

*Gets up and walks away*

((Gotta go too, bye!!))

*Sits on the grass*

I need to get a new body, i can't go on not feeling anything....i might as well die if that's the case...

*Sighs then brings out my scythe*

Hmm, can you get me a new body? It doesn't have to be my old one....just at least I will be able to feel again...please?

Great....i'm talking to my own weapon....

*The scythe starts to glow and then my body disappears leaving a glowing ball which is my soul*

What is this?!?!

*Then the scythe glows again and a new body appears and the glowing ball which is my soul goes into the body*

That was weird....

*opens eyes and breaths heavily*

Thank god.....I can breath again.....

My voice is different!

*Gets up and runs to the water and looks at my reflection*

My eyes are purple! My hair is long and black! I don't look to bad...

*spins around to look at myself and then notices that i'm not see-through*

I'm not a spirit anymore! I can feel things! This is great!!

*Picks up scythe and hugs it*

Thank you! Thank you! Thank you!

*Puts the scythe back in the shadow and then walks out of the bay with a big smile on my face*



((My new body))

Oh great! This is lovely. Getting dragged by the neck to a boat. And I won't even eat anything on it! What a waste... Oh well... I could always just drink the blood. Now that I think about it... I am kinda thirsty. I haven drinken anything since I hopped off the boat...
*looks at wrist and sighs*
My blood is cursed

*drag her on the ship and start the engine*
And now, we're off..!
Good thing I know how to swim...
Bad thing is, I hate swimming...

Just so I don't get in the way like I always do, what do you want me to do?

What part of fishing is so hard for you to get...?!
Get a fishing rod and start fishing..!
*put a knife blade in her mouth*
I'm going deep sea diving for a better fish....
Might kill a shark...
If it doesn't kill me first...

Umm... Okay...
*picks up a fishing rod and puts the line in the water*
[i]I hope I'm doing this right... I've never fished before...

*smirk*
See ya later loser..!
*Jump off the boat into the water*